This song was first brought to my attention a few months ago - when one of my biggest idols was being exposed for what it really was. Since I've been learning all along, but especially today, that vulnerability is something that should increase as you become more and more rooted in the Lord, I will be vulnerable with you here and now. One of my biggest idols for about half of my life was liking guys. And while it was specific guys that I would like, my idol was moreso just having someone to daydream, think, talk and pray about. I realize that liking somebody isn't sin in itself. I actually think that romanctic love is one of the big ways that the Lord is glorified through our hearts as humans. It became an idol though, because I allowed it to be my god. I based my relationship with God on how my love life was. When someone would ask me how I was, I would reply based on my relationship with the person I liked. When I prayed, a majority of the content of my
