I went a little bit out of order because, in all honesty I'm in a strange mood tonight. Actually it's not too strange at all because I find myself feeling this way very often. Sort of a romantic, very emotional, but also melancholy feeling. I don't feel like going further into it but I wanted to find a question whose answer I felt like answering. So number 18 it is.
18.Are you holding onto something you need to let go of?
Yes. In fact I am. I know I'm holding onto something that's a very big deal (and a lot of other little things that someday might become big deals if they're not dealt with). This thing that I'm holding onto that I know is a big deal though, I don't know exactly what it is. I know I need to let go, but I don't know of what. But I guess here's where I need to let go of my every possible mental projection of the future and trust God with every option. Maybe someday He will make it clear what I need to let go of but one thing I know is that He is asking me to hold onto Him now and forever. And He has promised to hold onto me too. Ahh. What a relief because I don't like letting go. But when it's to be able to hold something I know is better, I think I can bear it.