The Crisis by Ennio Morricone

I think this song is beautiful. And I didn't even realize that I thought so until now even though I've heard it before.

I'm a sucker for movie music because it's usually sort of dramatic and I like dramatic music. I like that aspect of the song.

I also like that it has a jazzy feel to it and that it just has a pretty melody to it. What really made me realize that I like this song though is that almost right off the bat, you can hear what sounds like a mistake- but the song continues on. This song has a unique form of beauty in music- the mix of conventional beauty with one more unique that sounds like a mistake at first. There's something beautiful to me about continuing on-despite the "mistake" (although I'm pretty sure in the case of this song, the "mistake" isn't really a mistake).

Maybe it's because I know my very apparent need for grace, my need for the love of God to continue to me despite my mistakes. He knew when He first started writing my "song" that I would make mistakes, but somehow He wove them in so that when they were combined with His love and grace, there's something beautiful to show for them.

Clear The Stage

This song was first brought to my attention a few months ago - when one of my biggest idols was being exposed for what it really was. Since I've been learning all along, but especially today, that vulnerability is something that should increase as you become more and more rooted in the Lord, I will be vulnerable with you here and now. One of my biggest idols for about half of my life was liking guys. And while it was specific guys that I would like, my idol was moreso just having someone to daydream, think, talk and pray about. I realize that liking somebody isn't sin in itself. I actually think that romanctic love is one of the big ways that the Lord is glorified through our hearts as humans. It became an idol though, because I allowed it to be my god. I based my relationship with God on how my love life was. When someone would ask me how I was, I would reply based on my relationship with the person I liked. When I prayed, a majority of the content of my

Seasons: Right Now

As it has only been since last night that I wrote my first post in my new series, "Seasons", I don't necessarily have a whole lot more to say about my planning for the posts so I think I'm gonna dive right in. Something I like doing is sitting in coffee shops while I blog (VERRY original, I know). I'm in one right now and have a Pumpkin Pie Chai on one side of the table and a Coconut Chocolate Chip Scone on the other (now you can be jealous of my overpriced and extremely unhealthy consumptions so far today). This brings me to the first season I'm gonna talk about . . . . RIGHT NOW. Right now I'm 19 years old. I'm about 3 1/2 months away from moving to Kansas City for at least six months to do an internship at the International House of Prayer. I'm not a mom, not a wife and for sure don't have everything even close to figured out. I would go so far as to say that I barely have anything figured out. Now you're probably trying to fig

Gap Year(s)

In my post about going back to school this fall and the favor I've seen in the process, I said I would expound on why I'm glad I spent two years out of school. Now I know I don't always follow up on things I say I'll write "more on later" but I am for this. Let me begin with my plans as a high school senior. In high school I had quite a few changes of plans regarding what I would do after word. For a while, I planned to go to Ball State. That fell off the wagon for a few reasons that I can't remember now. A local University was my next consideration, but something kept me from deciding to go for that full fledge. The plan then became to go to a 6 month school at a Christian organization (more for personal growth than academic gain). I prayed about that more and realized that I didn't actually feel like God was pointing me to that (although I'm sure if I had gone, it would have been great). When I let that go, I didn't have a replace

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